Soul Of Requiem

2009-02-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

BBQ on friday is not very successful!

Of course those who were here was having fun playing and mingling around!

Those who came : Douglas & cousin (mel), Russell, Makoto, Felicia, Helena, Erwin & GF.

Those who said will be coming did not turn up!
Those who said who will be late never turn up too!

Enough, no need elaborate. Last minute say not coming, then what bout the food I prepare? Throw away loh, so considerate! I prepared the food for about 15 people, in the end only 7 came! If next time don't want come at least tell me in advance. Whole pot of curry and those frozen food for bbq still inside frigde!!!

zzz

PS - I'm talking about those who said cfm will come and didn't turn up. Not those who didnt't promise to come at all.

2009-01-30T03:31:00.000+08:00

clearly you are out of the league

2009-01-27T18:03:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to watch "Love Matters" at Cine. What the hell, I thought no one will watch at the first day of Chinese Lunar New Year! But when I check the seats available only left the first 2 front row! @#$%%%$##@ haha! but still manage to book the seats! I wouldn't want to ruin the only chance I have. Funny show! really so funny! must watch ok!? best thing, someone tap me on the back! IT WAS LAM! OMG! i was Q-ing up at 7-11 then i turn, scare me! she didnt even see my front view she know is me alr! haha! after the show we went to fullerton hotel there de bridge. Ok, i took 15 - 20min just to find the bridge! why!! cox i was driving and i didnt know the direction!! hahaha! Of course it was worth it. The view was perfect! But I didn't dare to do anything. =/ *bish* stupid me!!

So long since I last see you. I hope the time could just stop when we are on the bridge. :)

2009-01-26T02:47:00.002+08:00

~~sweet revenge (:~~

so in love with you (:

Kayaking Expedition (:

2009-01-24T18:29:00.010+08:00

Super fun expedition to Sembawang yacht club this Thursday. Weather is hot like hell, but we still manage to pull through. Apply sun block along the way back, it’s hilarious! Imagine the sun block just fall into the sea. HAHA! Good thing is no one capsizes, but Addison (our facilitator) wanted 3 of our classmate to capsize and see the response of the class. Well I was beside the victim but I can’t help. Cause I was towing someone! Haha too bad! Ok now for the pictures!! And some random shots! 9:

Chinese New Year is coming!! Ok, tomorrow is the eve already! So what have your family plan? Well, my family had plan NOTHING. Relative come over and “pai nian”, so boring right? So this year, pattern abit, haha, invited my classmate to my house on the 5th of lunar new year to BBQ! Really looking forward to it!

Anyway holiday I’ll be super busy with all those training in school for next semester IIP (attachment).
Time table
18th of Feb – Kayak Practice
19th of Feb – Kayak 1 Star Assessment
24th ~ 26th Feb – First Aid Courses
2nd ~ 3rd & 5th ~ 6th March – Kayak 2 Star Expedition + Assesement! SUPER SUPER FUN!
**Heard from Addison that he is applying permit to land on Sentosa. ^^ So most likely we will be kayaking to sentosa and overnight at the beach! SO NICE LOH! ^^ hahaha

9th ~ 13th March - OBS 1 week attachment
19th March – Abseiling Level1
20th March – Sports Climbing Level 1
25th ~ 26th March – Sports Climbing level 2

**** Was hoping to find some part time job during this holiday, since the schedule so pack! No choice, haha. Me and Douglas apply for vacation job in Camelot, he wanted to get some experience before the actual attachment while I only want to earn some extra pocket money ^^ hope I don’t see Fonng Wai Lun PLEASE! LOL! xD

2009-01-21T05:49:00.002+08:00

Back to square one again.

Reluctant to believe but you already prove it to me already.

I'm just a stepping stone.

Decided to forget you and move on.

I'll find a way out.

A new year, a new me..

Someone lend a helping hand please...

2009-01-18T00:58:00.003+08:00

I know I'm at fault but can you understand how I feel?

How would I feel? What do I think when I found out about that?

[Crush]
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

hate that i love you so..

sorry

2009-01-11T23:48:00.002+08:00

What have I got to say? I'm speechless, thanks alot.

APPRECIATED THAT! You are such a great friend, of course you are. When you are down or in need you come to me, when you're not you just push me aside. What am I to you? Don't tell me I don understand how you feel, ask yourself if you do. Stand in my position and think for a second.

Thanks.

2009-01-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

i hang up the phone tonight
something happened for the first time
deep inside
it was a rush, what a rush
cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
about me
it's just too much, just too much

why do i keep running from the truth
all i ever think about is you
you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
and i just got to know

do you ever think
when you're all alone
all that we can be
where this thing can go
am i crazy or falling in love
is it really just another crush
do you catch a breath
when i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do
cause i'm tryin, tryin to walk away
but i know this crush aint goin away, goin away

has it ever cross you mind
when were hangin, spending time girl
are we just friends
is there more, is there more
see it's a chance we've gotta take
cause i believe that we can make this into
something that will last, last forever, forever

do you ever think
when you're all alone
all that we can be
where this thing can go
am i crazy or falling in love
is it really just another crush
do you catch a breath
when i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do
cause i'm tryin, tryin to walk away
but i know this crush aint goin away,
goin away

why do i keep running from the truth
all i ever think about is you
you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
and i just got to know

do you ever think
when you're all alone
all that we can be
where this thing can go
am i crazy or falling in love
is it really just another crush
do you catch a breath
when i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do
cause i'm tryin, tryin to walk away
but i know this crush aint goin away, goin away
the end

2008-12-30T02:14:00.004+08:00

MY NEW LOVE! :D :D

iPhone 16gb!! pearl white! AHAHAHA!

actually wanted to get xperia then when I go see the demo set, IT LAGs LIKE HELL! so forget it, get the iPhone better huh! haha! 16gb is actually not enough! i used it all up just on the 2nd day!! lol 2000 song which sum up to 10gb! zomg -.- guess i need a 60gb ipod classic! haha!

So long didnt update alr. So bored! Sabrina!! where's my vietnam wife u promise me to bring back?! haha! just jk :D. haha looking forward to the picnic at sentosa! potluck picnic but WAD THE HELL SHOULD I BRING!? OKOK! I KNOW! bring ICES :P smart me. sandy should bring some sand there! lol! Mia said she want to bring tent there and ogre inside! LOL! Kidding! c'mon khairu will skin me! haha!!

yea been busy with work and going out so frequently so didnt really update. spending money like water, now bank left 2 digit only! OH GOD LUH! >.< im SCREWED. haha its alright! NEI MAI (nvm)! :D

okok gotta go slp alr! see ya all peeps! please tag FFS! :P

GRRRRR! I MISSSSS YOU SOOOOOOOOO! much! (:

aha!

P.S. : OH OH i just rmb! i go cut my gugu hair and change my broken spect(which i tink is sabrina who spoil it! ITS OK~! i don blame u ! HAHA)! SO NOW I LOOK LIKE A TOTAL GUGU! HAHAHA! >< SOMEBODY SAVEEEEEEEEEEE ME!

2008-12-09T23:28:00.001+08:00

The nearer I'm. The deeper I fall.

2008-12-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

blog so quiet!

so bored! holiday coming but NO JOB!!

someone intro pls!!! ><

2008-12-04T18:57:00.006+08:00

WEEEEE.

They finally mail my driving license to me le! super happy! LOL. but the thing is the driving license photo don't look like me. Yes now can throw away the paper which is use for my tempo license. HIPPY! a few credit card came along in the mail box! TSKTSK

Skip school today (friday) BORINGGGGGGGG. didn't want to go sch anyway. boring la. in class room. next week then go! haha. go out eat come back play dota now nuah-ing at home. bored till think of posting new post. lol. AND I found amandis photo! LOL! i forget who took it le. i tink is darryl or sanati lol!

Went out yesterday. Went to Cineleisure watch "Qurantine", lol retard right. I watch REC le still go watch "Qurantine". But I feel Qurantine is much more thrilling then REC. hah! My friend shout so loud and scare the crap out of me. lol. i wasn't even scare! she scream almost like the same volume as the "zombie" scream. haha! then went to play pool. NOT BAD KAY! i starting lose 4 round straight. In the end i win (: i straight win 5 in the ending. haha! saw a super big balloon(did i spell it right) O.o?

K K! gotta go! will go school tml i TINK. damn sian! pamela always let me solo for the presentation =.=!

Anyone wanna dotA PLS SMS ME! (: BYE!

2008-12-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

Seriously fuck HP. I don't understand why is so much unlucky things happening to me.

_l_ zz

2008-12-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

Maybe goodbye is a better wayout.

2008-11-30T19:29:00.006+08:00

10 Promises To My Dog

1 Listen patiently to what I have to say.
2 Trust me I am always by your side.
3 Play with me a lot
4 Don't forget I have feeling too.
5 Let's never fight. someday i'll win.
6 If i don't obey you i have a good reason
7 You have school and friend. But as for me I only have you.
8 Stay my best friend even when I'm old.
9 I'll for about 10 years, So let's make every moment count.
10 Never forget our time together. So when my times come please be by my side.

10 Promises to my dog part 1
10 Promises to my dog part 2

watch and you'll tear

2008-11-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

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2008-11-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

yet another boring week in school. skip lesson on thursday to help my "friend" to look for her missing cat! can't wake up la! search on wednesday midnight till 3am+ haha. she's the first person to sit in my car! lol. since i ask my dad to lend me to go search for her missing cat my dad didn't want to follow. so she's the first. (: but sad thing is we didn't found her cat. so end up waking up late and didn't turn up for school. 2 reason, first to help her to look for her cat. 2nd to skip class because is mr tham taking over allan lee lesson. he always give me fuck up grade so i end up pissed whenever im in his class. lol! anyhow, sleep 3 hour only how to go sch. paste a few written note over her block. she is so hilarious. her england is really very powderful. haha! example, "pls keep a outlook for my cat" haha. i thought it is suppose to be lookout? (: anyway we found the cat and she is sooooooooo happy. so glad for her. so we went for lunch and we chat under the block. she can't take it and went to have a nap.

HAHAHA! her candid picture (:
actually she look very ~~chio~~(cannot see this, ltr she too high)! lol! don noe why she look weird here ~.~ haha! candid wad wad u expect?!

Playboating FUN!
So paisei! i tot tuesday is in pool so i bought all my "gear" =.= found out we didnt go to the pool and worst! i go ask addison. "are we going to meet in the pool or swimming pool" stupid right!? lol, so we took picture in the playboat!

Funny shit we do in class (fri) me and felicia!
next time we should take with the whole class! haha!
and im in love with the word "boing boing" it jus sound so funny! lol!

2008-11-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

This song suit my feeling now. (thanks doug for sending it to me) Perfect song perfect lyric

10 week versu 1week. i was hoping to wait for a better time to break the news but. I didn't know that.... NVM.. congratulation.

Makoto I know how you feel. Cheer up k? still got US!

(:

2008-11-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

Long Story Short kay.

Long long time ago, blah jus jk. Ok so update from my last post.
1st thing - I GET MY TP! Super happy! 2nd test then get it. Guess what? 1st tester give me -43 point(thats bullshit). 2nd tester only give me 6 demerit point! Failing point is 20 and i’m so happy that i went speechless when the tester say i pass. ^^ But the sad thing is.... i only can drive my father car = = worst thing he only allow me to drive when I’m beside him. So there won’t be much time for me to actually drive myself to school and such. Sigh, hope i really can drive soon.

2nd thing – i also don know talk bout what. Umm maybe.. nothing going smoothly for me. Everything turn i take turn out to be a dead end. Mr Ji Pun gia don be sad le la kay. Cheer up. We are in the same boat! Haha. Im already looking at the bright side already haha.

3rd – sch is fun, with the new Y2S2 peeps around. E54M is really different, somehow we click really well. Like Douglas, Russell, Makoto, Darryl, Victoria, Zoe, Erwin, Sanati, Sabrina, Sophia, Hakim, Dei, Felicia, Farha, Lam, Helena, Step and some other i can’t recall. Oh man i think i found my long lost brother, DOUGLAS. LOL just jk. I think me and him quite alike in some point. But yeah his still a good fren! Land & water base is also damn fun. We go trekking at kent ridge and bukit timah, 1 thing which is killing me. The weather can’t take it. Sigh. Up coming event for water base is kayaking! FREE STYLE KAYAK! SWEEEEETNESS! (:

4th – errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

actually nothing much le luh. Talk bout today, ^^ basketball with doug, amandis & bf & their peeps. Looking forward to our next basketball session. Should invite Sabrina along, she only like to eavesdrop on ppl! Lol.

NOW! For the follow upcoming picture would be “MY CLASSMATE LOOK ALIKES” ^.~

*drum roll* SABRINA A.K.A COOKIE MONSTER 1st u look at her. her ever dao look on her face. lol and when i see her DP today i though of it. OMG SHE LOOK LIKE COOKIE MONSTER. lol. (: best part she crop douglas out from the picture! LOL

WAHAHAHAHA! EXPLICIT CONTENT! VIEWER UNDER AGE OF 21 PLEASE PRESS ALT F4 IMMEDIATELY!

VICTORIA IS SO GONNA KILL ME CAN! LOL

I KNOW SHE WON'T BE ANGRY. SHE IS A NICE PERSON. (:

2008-09-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

time pass fast, 6month since i last updated.

Yes! Main point is i make a fuck up facil quit his job(or not). that is after i have complain him i tink he can't take it therefore he quit. he's a bastard lahs. fucking biased. Allan lee took over the job, at least i'm enjoying his lessons!

So cut the long story short
GPA = screwed 2.11 (working hard)
Driving = TP test at 10/10 (wish me luck)
School = BORING

and yea i bought a new desktop for my sch work(excuse) and gaming wise. haha. its a touch screen one luh. nice to play viwawa! haha :)

yea, i'll update if i have the time. its not like everyone read my blog? haha. back to work or i'll get screwed

so near yet so far.
i'm lost, confused & scare.
i still cling on to the past.

*===

bye bye. :/

PICTURE OF THE DAY, 16TH MAY

2008-05-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

I shall have a picture of a day for my blog!
caring is sharing! (:

2008-05-16T09:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

long time nv post. been busy with sch work and projects.
oh well, sch was fine. still going sch late, can't see to wake up all the time.

11th may SUNDAY
went to sentosa on sunday, suntan suntan and suntan. BUT! no sun!!! -.-ll damn pissed off. after that went to "Zhen Fa" there eat buffet. haha! now the good dere actually better le. but quite expensive for their quality, 18.90buck le. rather go sakura or suki, haha.

15th may THURSDAY
ytd went to swim at jurong east swimming complex, sooooo tired. next day still need go sch, keep yawning in class. but it was ok, sch was not as bad as wednesday, i hate the lesson on wednesday, he make the lesson so boring. always give biased grade, see liao sian.

TODAY
went to sch late also. went to class, then went to kaffe slack.
gotta zoom off, facil back! update some other time bah! (:

2008-05-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

"ciao-su" i'm back!

i'm like doing the most disgusting thing now while blogging, MUGGING in toilet! lol.

my dog went to have the coolest hair cut in the world!

I PROUDLY PRESENT! *DRUM ROLL*

"TEH ~~not so~~ EMO DOG HAIR CUT!"

he is super cute! my love! ((:

8th May, Wednesday -

went out lunch-ing with my mum & dad & sis then after that head to yck driving centre. go find some private car instructor to teach me how to drive, their price for school one is so ex. wth. $65 for non peak and $72 peak hour per lesson(2 hour). super expensive, when my dad learn is only $4 per hour! hahah. anyway not i pay so help them save money luh (: faster learn to drive get my license then call them buy me a car *muhahaha*, if they don't then threaten them take class2 license.

then after that went to bishan with her to do my PP, i think i did 60% or more liao (: start at 5pm" nuah" until 7pm bui tahan liao then go bnet play dota, amazingly their wireless didn't lag me at all. haha!

went off at 8pm went up to 4th floor of J8 then come down again, then go up again. LOL cox i forget the timing already (: then decided not to watch, then went to the kopitiam to eat lo. lol, in the end fickle mind feel like watching movie then watch the 845 show when it is 900. dabao 12 nugget go in, come out super full. -.-lll guys don watch "speed racer" its a kid show with super animated car racing scene, worst then Nascar Racer(cartoon version) lol. The story line also too hard for kid to understand le. hah. came back home mug & dota & some conflict then went to sleep..

9th May (Friday)

As usual............................ late~ drag my ass to school today, saw hakim and siti at the interchange. woots* what a pair (: Siti went to 5th floor while me and hakim go to the 4th. *ahhhhh* what a relieve, hakim isn't gay. i got this kind of feeling the guys in the class are all gays, especially ALVIN! omgomg hah. jk guys, don get pissed lol. 1st break out half of the class went to kaffe esplanade mug occupy 2 sofas there, but as a matter of fact, SHL occupy all the sofas. haha. it's so nice to see everyone having fun teasing one another. then i saw a guy with a SUPER obvious FAKEEE LV bag, everyone see liao just laugh at him. really must appluad him for his courage (: had UT, was pretty simple, thanks to my another laptop so that i could use the internet. the thing is that my gusohax HP laptop is not in domain and can't be use for UT, so i resort to loaning of laptop. damn sad eh. when i went to IT helpdesk last week, i ask whether i can dual boot(vista & XP) for my laptop, that super fuck-up guy make the world most retarded face, i stare at him for a moment and his face change, i feel FEAR in him. lol, so i guess its enough, i'll be civilize! thank him for his wonderful "service"(sarcastically) and walk off. muhaha don be mistaken, i'm always nice (: 2nd meeting my whole group went to ITRC with me to loan the laptop i have mention above, thanks to them who always accompany there! haha. actually wanted to play pool, in the end no time so didnt go play (: i'll pawn all your asses (soon)!!!!! hah. soooooooooo, coming back to the focal point i then head to the interchange with step, lam, ma(Y)vis, QY & joshua. after that meet her at the MRT and head to Jurong Point. Super random, don't know go where then anyhow chose, landed there instead. went to check movie timing, the movie is either very the sian or watch before. saw "money NO enough" !@#$%^&*( miss the time le, 1810 then i 1830 stay there wondering why still got. haha. after that 1900 go see still got! wah lau, don wan update ah?! went to mac eat then went home.

tatatata end of story. gonna go dotaaa! OWNAGE. ok lame. lol bye.

PS : don't befriend with those bastard & bitches FFS.

2008-05-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

" You can teach a student a lesson for a day; but if you can teach him to learn by creating curiosity, he will continue the learning process as long as he lives." Clay P. Bedford

School Day

2008-05-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

School starts with a boring facilitator, he damn fucking biased lah. Always give the people low grade because he don't like them. zzz

As usual i was late, reach class at 9.25. Saw mel at the interchange with her friend. MelKo don't always pon class lah. That module grade so low liao pon become worst. LOL.

Facil give us each a paper to record what we have said in the different meetings. Dumb eh? -.-ll
Following guideline? my ass la. screw you, give wad crap paper. zz in the end also didn't follow. people score 30% you give D. oh well heck it.

Nvm shouldn't be angry over such a person. Went to lunch with peeps in my class, have much fun with Sasi and Hakim gaying around. lol. then while we were talking about weight, i asked them to guess my weight. they guess 70+, i'm like so happy loh. LOL. ok lah. must diet liao still left less then a month. Then gathering in a class table eating and listening to my story against the facil and the programme chair. Shouldn't elaborate much, main thing is that my grade was change to D instead of F. Muhahahaha i win. Nvm. (:

Ok for the funny stuff, Lam is the computer noob so Lam took Hakim hard disk and ask "whats this ah?" then later she meddle with it, so she try to open it then ask, "eh Hakim how to open de ah?" then i'm laughing while Hakim said it. lol. She damn funny la, always scold CHEEBYE.

Ok back to do my PPT, or Sandy will kill me! muhaha. have mercy :)

3PM : i shock Siti during presentation time by rocking her on the facil chair and she shouted "ah", her face turn red! lol (:

tatas

Face Down

2008-05-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
he's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.